Alison called fairly early this morning.  She was surprisingly calm on the phone. She said: Jade. John passed away last night at 1am.  For a secon, I did not know what to say except sorry.  Even though it is expected, it still somehow shocked me. I couldn't control tears coming down my face.  I kept telling her that I am going to be there tomorrow.

John and Alison had been married for 4 years. Most of the time (99%), John was acting like a mother. He would cook for the family, cleaned the house, take care of the daughter, chase her around to feed her, play games with her. Alison spent lots of time on playing tennis. During the time John was in hospital, Alison was very impressive. She was a great mother, took absent at work, spent as much time as she could in hospital.  After John went in coma, she has been like a trooper, holding the last hope, trying all she could to wake him up. But ..... I guess she won't have regrets. And I believe John went away with a heart full of love. He used his life to prove that Alison has been loving him.  She just showed him in the way he could not understand and feel.

I am not sure how I feel at this moment. Many times, I could not stop crying.  I wish everyone a healthy, happy life, the LEAST I can do.